Name: Luthfiah Age : 15 *I'm the type of person tt loves to cheer people up when their feeling down.
I'll do whatever it takes to see tt smile back on their faces again(=
Cos when they smile,i noe its something GOOD.
And i'm HAPPY((=

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22/05/09 11:50AM Restless-ness leads to boredom
Getting all restless now...Totally sucked up with bored-ness round me right now.
My baby is in school right now,i'm feeling all so left out & bored cos i'm missing him damn bad)=
Baby,i miss euu...he's loike finishing school at 3pm later, then meeting him,Amir,Hykel & Zaki.
Cos they're going fishing afterwards at sembawang beach.
I don't loike tt place cos its hard to get a bus there & basically is loike no shops there,i get hungry loike always
You noe?? Lols(= get that?
Anyways tmrw LUMINIQ performing at Vivo City! Go Afiq & his Luminiq crew! me & baby going there to support them!!woooo!!
WAY TO GO GUYS! best of luck jyeah!
-PEACEONELOVE-
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 23/05/09 14:54PM Fishing Trip was F-U-N! Went fishing with my adorabe baby(=,Amir & Zaki.Well Fitri & Hykel was there too but they came later..
We went to Sembawang Beach cos baby wanted to catch some of his ''Tamban'' -.- Lols
Seriously there was like a group of Tamban swimming near the shore they were so cute cos they were like jumping out of the shallow waters.
I brought my 'Nasi Ayam Penyet' hmmm...niice(= shared with Amir & Zaki, since baby was after his group of Tamban on the other side of the beach,
He didn't get a taste of the 'Nasi Ayam Penyet' of mine...anyways, i asked him earlier if he wanted to share with me, but he said NO,
so too bad baby...bluek! =p
Then, night came, Fitri also came to join us, i swear his hair RAWKS! Lols cool! realle(= i LOVE IT! getting all so jealous,Hmph!
We basically packed & ready to go home round 10+,Hykel came cos Amir,Zaki & Hykel wud be spending the night there while me,baby & Fitri proceeded
home.I took some cute random pictures there,more to pictures of me & baby(= That's all i gotta say for now!
-PEACEONELOVE- ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 25/05/09 16:18PM School was shit & results was god dammit! Went to school today even though was so damn lazy to get out of bed early in the morning,
Still dragged myself up to go to school.Arghh! what a lyfe!
so then,just now got my maths,english & F&N paper -.- DAMN! realle pissed! F&N was really bad,19/80
Ain't that stooopid? Maths was,...well guess what? let's not talk about maths! English i got 42/80!
Pass? jyeah so what? i wanna score more cos for my english tests before mid-year i got 57/80, now look?!
what i got? 15 marks lesser! wth! miserable you guys know that?
I've tried my best(i think) cos i cant say its 'THE BEST',i've tried my best but the results proof nothing -.-
so basically,not really my best i assume? how to improve? things just comes into my brains then it goes away few days later??
Its like a god damn cycle for goodness sake!! arghh gotto suck up with all this-.- pray to god i'll buck up & get the results i've always wanted.
Cos i dreamt that there were not even a 'FAIL' in my report book so wish me luck its gonna be a 'DEJAVU' Lols! IT BETTER BE! (= -PEACEONELOVE- ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 26/05/09 10:30AM Meaningless life
I really don't know how to say it for now.I feel like my life are totally meaningless,really.
I feel so upset to what had happened yesterday.WHAT? PEOPLE just think i don't have feelings or what?
how about themselves? they have feelings right?!
sometimes i wonder,if a particular person hurt another person emotionally,why they don't feel bad at all?
is it cos its not them who is the one getting hurt? huh?
wth? i bet that person has feelings too, i mean, he can basically know how that person would feel.
temper? whatever,really.seriously,maybe that person's temper would eventually END everything.
Now,are your relationship more important than ur friends or your friends are damn MORREEE important?
some guys might say its their friends,some might say its their gf's & some might lie saying its their gf's but actually their friends.
seriously this is an issue here.as a bf,you got to treat your gf's equally.
don't treat your friends better then your gf.expecially when she's there,right beside you,with your friends,you tend to ignore her like as if she don't exist.
Don't always think bout ur feelings,she might smile but shes hurt inside.
Then you laugh & have fun with your friends while you treat her differently like getting all so moody with her & stuff while you & ur friends are having a good time.
that is a big mistake,really.That obviously means that you don't care for her feelings & you care for your friend's feelings more then hers.
IF YOU TEND TO FORGET HER,ITS RATHER YOU FORGET HER FOREVER.
-PEACEONELOVE- ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 04/06/09 16:09PM I'm not PERFECT
Not everyone is perfect.People just have their own ways in expressing themselves.
sometimes,people might not like how you present yourself.
you know that its you but other people just think that your not original and just wants attention.
it's really sad when someone tells you that cos that person dosen't know that its actually ME.
you know,people just need to like or love me for WHO i am,not WHAT i am.
cos what's important is that the inside of me,not the outside.
it hurts so much when you have tried your very best to love someone,but they just don't appreciate You and hurts you more,really.
what do people actually want from you?they just don't understand.Maybe if you cant accept me for WHO i am,than forget it,i'm not the perfect girl )=
-PEACEONELOVE-

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